I am happy I graduated from my University
now time to get a job lol
to bad I was never good enough for a girl, but hopefully that will change now that I have graduated

Univeristy LifeI graduated from schoolUniveristy Life by ~closesniper
I always thought i was dumb
just being average
but those I thought was smarter
follow the same path and fall behind
I could swear It wasn't that hard
sure I studied when I needed to
but most of the time i was just watching the clock
waiting for the class to end
but now I graduated
and those I thought would follow
fall behind and it hurts to see
how the ones that deserve to pass
end up failing
but yet those I thought would don't
I don't know how
and don't know why
I could be the one that graduated
it is hard to see
and hard to follow but sometime
life is not linear
and you will not know what it expect
so never f

loveless loverwhen your life is based for loveloveless lover by ~closesniper
and there is no one in your heart
what is there to strive for
when you just want to love
and never chosen to love
why must I keep on going
when my life serves no purpose
and those I love turn away
I am left in the cold
when you feel that there is no end
with your heart shattered within
and you feel no love anymore
and no one is there to hold
no one to keep you up
you just fall to the ground
with no strength
with no will
you lay there
emotionless
as tears run down
that no one sees
the invisible pain
the suffering
within a a loveless heart
knowing it will never be chosen
that it will never be good enough

evil houseI hate that houseevil house by ~closesniper
that evil house
that takes away my happiness
takes away my loves
that evil house
that cursed house
that takes away everything that means anything
I just wanted to go by
I saw my mom sitting on the porch
the house that took her
now it caused my love to die again
and teaches me that no one wants me
no one will need me
and I will forever be alone
that cursed house

i hate my heartwhen will I learn not to have this piece of shit hearti hate my heart by ~closesniper
nobody needs it
nobody wants it
when will it just die
die die and go away
I dont need this stupid heart
no body ever wants this heart
no body will ever need me
so i wish i can die die and escape this pain
of feeling so worthless
being so worthless
I feel so damn useless
I want to escape from this life
that is so dark and unloved
and wish to vanish from the planet
and be in a place where i have no heart